he said gd bye.

so silently.
so quiet.
i didnt catch it.

i walked straight past it.

and missed it out.

he left,
perhaps,
forever.

its okay.
i wont cry.
neither whine.
or throw a tantrum.

i wont blame him.

but i will bid him goodbye..


at first,
i thot maybe he didnt receive it.
but then, as time passed,
it occurred to me maybe he didnt wan to reply me.

maybe he lost his phone?
or did something happened to him??

fear.

but then,
maybe it was because he was fed up with my qns.
simple physics qn.

so i didnt wan to give him the wrong idea
im over relying on him.
i lied to him that i knew the answer.
and that it was nice of him all this while,
answering to all my qns.

but, he stil didnt reply.
did sth really happened to him?

No.

yawn smsed a wake up call to him.
and yes.
he replied her.

not me.


[continued]

well, maybe i was over-reactin.
i felt someone sucked all the oxygen away form the air.

i felt like crying.
lol.
and i did!

ZzZzZzZ...

last night i went online to check my email.
as in gmail.

he didnt reply too.

i really think im very despo.
lol.

but its okay.
now i know he's ignoring me on purpose.
i wont go and bother him anymore.


i wont regret.
i wont cry.

no.


than one day,
he'll realise i replied his silent goodbye.

=)

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